Venezuelan Howler Money “Alouatta seniculus”

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alouatta_seniculus

A primate ape ….informing us of the missing link in evolution:

Trituration Red Howler (primates) – symptoms – compiled by Ulrike Fechner

(30.12.12 Auroville/India)

Physical symptoms – descending order

– head heavy (4)

– heavy eyes (4)

– lightheaded (4)

– difficulties with breathing /pressure on the chest (4)

– feeling tired, sleepy (3)

– yawning (3)

– desire to strech the feet (3)

– numbness in both feet (2)

– desire to move shoulders and neck (2)

– sense of smell is more sensitive – weird smells around (2)

– sleeping problems (2)

– vertigo (2)

– sweating (2)

– craving for high caloric food (junk food, chocolate) (2)

– shooting pain in the back, sacral region, lumbago (2)

– shoulders – pressure (2)

– tingling nose (2)

– pressing/crumbling of lips (2)

– headache, starting on temples, left side (2)

– head wants to move, swinging from right to left (2)

– urge to vomit (2)

– headache, pulling, left side, backwards

– head pulls to left

– pain in left inner ear, like needle

– desire to strech the body

– hungry after eating

– thirsty and dry

– backpain – rhythmic pulsing

– left shoulder hard, sensitive to pressure

– legs feel numb, especially left side

– stiffness of hand joints up to the half of the fingers

– hands move easily in every direction

– joints feel fragile

– pain in knees and ankles

– strong muscular pain in lower thights

– sensation of needles between ankle and knee

– right palm excessively warm

– cold feet

– pulsating pain on the right wrist

– flexible body feeling

– running nose, watery discharge

– watery salvia

– dry mouth

– pappy taste

– feeling of knot in the thoat

– difficulties with swallowing

– blood pressure sinks

– pain in the heart, deep inside, extending to the back

– stinging pain in right side of the heart

– tingling above heart

– menses, as if would coming

– fullness in uterus region

– with female hormons: feeling full relaxed, soft, passive

– sensitive interstine

– feeling of a knot in the stomach

– feeling of fullness

Emotional symptoms – descending order

– sadness, loneliness, resignation (6)

– desire to get out (5)

– feeling joyful, playful (4)

– desire for silence and relaxation (4)

– mediative, calm mood (4)

– aversion to company (4)

– desire for company (4)

– feeling indifferent (3)

– feeling of pulling downwards (3)

– righteous mood (3)

– feeling irritated (3)

– hate oneself and questions it (2)

– aversion to talk (2)

– desire to sing (2)

– happiness (2)

– aggression (2)

– conserned how others would feel (2)

– waiting but doesn´t know what for (3)

– passivity (2)

– feeling of insecurity, fragility (2)

– perceptive mind (2)

– feeling of being in my own world (2)

– bored (2)

– everything is stupid, doesn´t belong to me (2)

– feels rejected, not loved (2)

– no emotions (2)

– desire to jump

– desire for entertainment

– desire to make some sounds, noises, music

– likes to listen to music

– Take it easy!

– restless and impatient

– absent minded

– desire to fight

– feels loved

– feeling of silence and immobility

– feeling sulky

– interest in surrounding

– fear of heartattack

– detached feeling

– feeling of narrownes

– feeling like a small child

– tears

– attached by emotiones of the others

– accepting the state he is

– feeling of being lost, that no place is mine

– feeling of jealousy, don´t want to share

– feels lonesome, needy

– dependant, no responsibilities – this is a relief

– dazed feeling of void in the head;

– pleasant

– fed up with everything

– Communication difficult

Mental Symptoms – descending order

– observing mood (7)

– open crown chakra (5)

– absent minded (4)

– lots of unconnected, turning thoughts (4)

– spiral feeling downwards (3)

– no thoughts (3)

– sleepy but awake (3)

– desire for company (3)

– pesistent songs in the mind (3)

– worrying about friends and others (3)

– restlessness / impatience (3)

– tolerance towards the others (3)

– aversion to responsabilities (3)

– quietness, calmness, inner peace (2)

– desire to change the living place (2)

– helplessness/no idea what´s next (2)

– worrying about own health/body (2)

– desire to pray (2)

– caring for inner child, thinking about mother-baby-relations (2)

– thoughtful without thoughts (2)

– thoughtful (2)

– topics about male and female sides in ourselves and how to balance it (2)

– dreams to be in arms of loved ones (2)

– rebelling mood againts authorities

– desire for lazing around, just doing nothing the whole day

– wanting to stare over mountains

– desire to travel to the mountains to Ecuador .

– wants to be in the water

– thoughts flying from here to there, but also alert, where she is

– i am on the river

– sitting in the chair like a queen with a child in my lap

– wants to rest the eyes and drift into the unknown

– dream in lonley place, empty house .

– as if there is not enough space to be

– desire to paint

– delusion of a big spider crawling out of a whole

– wants to be lifted up into the sun

– desire to sit quietly under a tree and watching a river floating by

– feels like a stone

– feels like being here, but also not being here

– past is not interesting

– giggling mind

– dizzyness

– open heart chakra

– aversion to be filmed – feels uncomfortable

– ongoing conversation feels rough

– feels like a puppy in a hole, looking outside into the world

– asking for offers

– after a quick nap, mood tuned into happiness, felt ready for communication and talkative

– dreams before: big changes – new interior, new appartment, new job, new baby

– dreams of being the first day in a new job with all the awkward new feelings

– desicions should be made

– feels like in a sweatlodge and wise women doing mystical, old , traditional work which was given from mother to daughter

– seriousness,

– focused, balanced, clarity,

– anxiety

– desire for mental stimulation like reading a book

– being in a group feels like “the only reality”

– image of jumping up an down

– “everything is there”

– desire for colorful (red) clothes

– concentrated

– dreamed 3, 4 times about batch at work

– Curiosity

– Analysing what was going in last few days.

– Slower thinking process

The Essence

– I WANT TO CHANGE, I WANT TO GET OUT !!! (5)

– Being stucked (4)

– bored (3)

– desire to leave the group but being afraid of the new and deciding to stay (3)

– being a member of a group but still an individual (3)

– Blank mind (3)

– Freedom (3)

– I want to be in charge of my life, but I have no idea how (3)

– rebirth, incarnation (2)

– bond up to a group (2)

– Transformation

– Restlessness

– Impatience

– contact with your real self

– so much caring for others in need

– my hair…

– making my home nicely

– no exclusion of anybody

– so much food around me

– see so many birds

– it´s a big family, a big group, more solitary persons don´t care about

– relaxed and not relaxed in terms of time

– Several apes munching leaves in the tree, calmly and with pleasure

– Eating is important

– maybe the ape eats intoxicationy leafes with calming effect (like koalas)

– Just sitting in the trees, having a good time, an easy life

– No dangers, nearly none

– Finding berries, leaves, fruits – no hunting, no carnivore

– 1 male needs to be there for protection

– the one who gives alarm the best is the boss

– children can be token by others

– live near rivers – fruits, water

– happy with just hanging around and doing nothing

– no evolution in the group

– how to live my individuality?

– speechlessness

– desire for spiritual topics

– remedy for children

– appearance of many phallic symbols

– everything is about the relation between male and female, joining them togehter

– about healing the male and female part in ourselves

– it´s about finding one´s place in a group, in a job – physically, mentally. emotionally

– daily routine keeps me busy, prevents me from the change

– mind is ahead, but the body can´t follow, it´s too heavy, lazy, passive

– feels restles, but also unable to move forward, to walk

– breaking out of the routine means insecurity, anxiety, worries

– routine means security, safety, knowing where I belong to.

– Salt – teardrops, salty water, sweat

– A blossom, which is about to bloom

– nothingness .

Trituration Red Howler (primates) – symptoms

(30.12.12 Auroville/India)

Physical symptoms – descending order

– head heavy (4)

– heavy eyes (4)

– lightheaded (4)

– difficulties with breathing /pressure on the chest (4)

– feeling tired, sleepy (3)

– yawning (3)

– desire to strech the feet (3)

– numbness in both feet (2)

– desire to move shoulders and neck (2)

– sense of smell is more sensitive – weird smells around (2)

– sleeping problems (2)

– vertigo (2)

– sweating (2)

– craving for high caloric food (junk food, chocolate) (2)

– shooting pain in the back, sacral region, lumbago (2)

– shoulders – pressure (2)

– tingling nose (2)

– pressing/crumbling of lips (2)

– headache, starting on temples, left side (2)

– head wants to move, swinging from right to left (2)

– urge to vomit (2)

– headache, pulling, left side, backwards

– head pulls to left

– pain in left inner ear, like needle

– desire to strech the body

– hungry after eating

– thirsty and dry

– backpain – rhythmic pulsing

– left shoulder hard, sensitive to pressure

– legs feel numb, especially left side

– stiffness of hand joints up to the half of the fingers

– hands move easily in every direction

– joints feel fragile

– pain in knees and ankles

– strong muscular pain in lower thights

– sensation of needles between ankle and knee

– right palm excessively warm

– cold feet

– pulsating pain on the right wrist

– flexible body feeling

– running nose, watery discharge

– watery salvia

– dry mouth

– pappy taste

– feeling of knot in the thoat

– difficulties with swallowing

– blood pressure sinks

– pain in the heart, deep inside, extending to the back

– stinging pain in right side of the heart

– tingling above heart

– menses, as if would coming

– fullness in uterus region

– with female hormons: feeling full relaxed, soft, passive

– sensitive interstine

– feeling of a knot in the stomach

– feeling of fullness

Emotional symptoms – descending order

– sadness, loneliness, resignation (6)

– desire to get out (5)

– feeling joyful, playful (4)

– desire for silence and relaxation (4)

– mediative, calm mood (4)

– aversion to company (4)

– desire for company (4)

– feeling indifferent (3)

– feeling of pulling downwards (3)

– righteous mood (3)

– feeling irritated (3)

– hate oneself and questions it (2)

– aversion to talk (2)

– desire to sing (2)

– happiness (2)

– aggression (2)

– conserned how others would feel (2)

– waiting but doesn´t know what for (3)

– passivity (2)

– feeling of insecurity, fragility (2)

– perceptive mind (2)

– feeling of being in my own world (2)

– bored (2)

– everything is stupid, doesn´t belong to me (2)

– feels rejected, not loved (2)

– no emotions (2)

– desire to jump

– desire for entertainment

– desire to make some sounds, noises, music

– likes to listen to music

– Take it easy!

– restless and impatient

– absent minded

– desire to fight

– feels loved

– feeling of silence and immobility

– feeling sulky

– interest in surrounding

– fear of heartattack

– detached feeling

– feeling of narrownes

– feeling like a small child

– tears

– attached by emotiones of the others

– accepting the state he is

– feeling of being lost, that no place is mine

– feeling of jealousy, don´t want to share

– feels lonesome, needy

– dependant, no responsibilities – this is a relief

– dazed feeling of void in the head;

– pleasant

– fed up with everything

– Communication difficult

Mental Symptoms – descending order

– observing mood (7)

– open crown chakra (5)

– absent minded (4)

– lots of unconnected, turning thoughts (4)

– spiral feeling downwards (3)

– no thoughts (3)

– sleepy but awake (3)

– desire for company (3)

– pesistent songs in the mind (3)

– worrying about friends and others (3)

– restlessness / impatience (3)

– tolerance towards the others (3)

– aversion to responsabilities (3)

– quietness, calmness, inner peace (2)

– desire to change the living place (2)

– helplessness/no idea what´s next (2)

– worrying about own health/body (2)

– desire to pray (2)

– caring for inner child, thinking about mother-baby-relations (2)

– thoughtful without thoughts (2)

– thoughtful (2)

– topics about male and female sides in ourselves and how to balance it (2)

– dreams to be in arms of loved ones (2)

– rebelling mood againts authorities

– desire for lazing around, just doing nothing the whole day

– wanting to stare over mountains

– desire to travel to the mountains to Ecuador .

– wants to be in the water

– thoughts flying from here to there, but also alert, where she is

– i am on the river

– sitting in the chair like a queen with a child in my lap

– wants to rest the eyes and drift into the unknown

– dream in lonley place, empty house .

– as if there is not enough space to be

– desire to paint

– delusion of a big spider crawling out of a whole

– wants to be lifted up into the sun

– desire to sit quietly under a tree and watching a river floating by

– feels like a stone

– feels like being here, but also not being here

– past is not interesting

– giggling mind

– dizzyness

– open heart chakra

– aversion to be filmed – feels uncomfortable

– ongoing conversation feels rough

– feels like a puppy in a hole, looking outside into the world

– asking for offers

– after a quick nap, mood tuned into happiness, felt ready for communication and talkative

– dreams before: big changes – new interior, new appartment, new job, new baby

– dreams of being the first day in a new job with all the awkward new feelings

– desicions should be made

– feels like in a sweatlodge and wise women doing mystical, old , traditional work which was given from mother to daughter

– seriousness,

– focused, balanced, clarity,

– anxiety

– desire for mental stimulation like reading a book

– being in a group feels like “the only reality”

– image of jumping up an down

– “everything is there”

– desire for colorful (red) clothes

– concentrated

– dreamed 3, 4 times about batch at work

– Curiosity

– Analysing what was going in last few days.

– Slower thinking process

The Essence

– I WANT TO CHANGE, I WANT TO GET OUT !!! (5)

– Being stucked (4)

– bored (3)

– desire to leave the group but being afraid of the new and deciding to stay (3)

– being a member of a group but still an individual (3)

– Blank mind (3)

– Freedom (3)

– I want to be in charge of my life, but I have no idea how (3)

– rebirth, incarnation (2)

– bond up to a group (2)

– Transformation

– Restlessness

– Impatience

– contact with your real self

– so much caring for others in need

– my hair…

– making my home nicely

– no exclusion of anybody

– so much food around me

– see so many birds

– it´s a big family, a big group, more solitary persons don´t care about

– relaxed and not relaxed in terms of time

– Several apes munching leaves in the tree, calmly and with pleasure

– Eating is important

– maybe the ape eats intoxicationy leafes with calming effect (like koalas)

– Just sitting in the trees, having a good time, an easy life

– No dangers, nearly none

– Finding berries, leaves, fruits – no hunting, no carnivore

– 1 male needs to be there for protection

– the one who gives alarm the best is the boss

– children can be token by others

– live near rivers – fruits, water

– happy with just hanging around and doing nothing

– no evolution in the group

– how to live my individuality?

– speechlessness

– desire for spiritual topics

– remedy for children

– appearance of many phallic symbols

– everything is about the relation between male and female, joining them togehter

– about healing the male and female part in ourselves

– it´s about finding one´s place in a group, in a job – physically, mentally. emotionally

– daily routine keeps me busy, prevents me from the change

– mind is ahead, but the body can´t follow, it´s too heavy, lazy, passive

– feels restles, but also unable to move forward, to walk

– breaking out of the routine means insecurity, anxiety, worries

– routine means security, safety, knowing where I belong to.

– Salt – teardrops, salty water, sweat

– A blossom, which is about to bloom

– nothingness .